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now that i've made sense of all this; i hope it kills you to think of what you missed
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January 9th, 2006 at 1:11am]

sorry. new start.

i have moved
i'll wave goodbye tonight.

January 7th, 2006 at 1:57am]
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is it so wrong that i miss it already?
i'll wave goodbye tonight.

December 6th, 2005 at 7:06am]

i hope there's a boy out there who wants me for me.
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October 24th, 2005 at 7:49pm]

dear world {and those who care} - comments are good by the way.

i won't say that i'm drastically changing but i can feel myself losing my grip on my fantasy.
i have never focused on reality but as these days get shorter
and go by faster and faster i can't help but wonder is this it?
i realise that people change and the world changes as the days
months and years go by but why do we have to go through the same situations over and over?
i feel like i'm stuck in a constant battle to get myself through the day.
i'm not saying that i don't enjoy my days, i do and i'm beginning to fall in love with life.
but i can't help but ponder over what we're doing here;
the age old question of what humans are here for.
lets face it, we are bought into an already screwed up world
we go through at least seven years of not knowing what life is about
but enjoy the innocent pleasures we have and from then on it's a war between emotions.

we all fall in love and we all get hurt but how much hurt can we take?
to those of you who have never been in love, i have some adviceCollapse )

we all go through the anxieties, fantasies and pleasures of life but if we really think about it, is it really worth it? maybe it allows you to realise the meaning of life but whats the point in wasting your time when we all die eventually? maybe these things occur to help us understand ourselves and allow us to achieve what we want but when do we really know what we want? i know life is an adventure and i know what it's worth but what is the point in going through so much hurt, pain and trauma if it doesn't get you anywhere but six feet under?

no i'm not in a depressed mood and no i'm not suicidal, i value life, i treasure life. but its the cliche question everyone always asks.

is there an answer to life?
i'll wave goodbye tonight.

May 20th, 2005 at 1:18am]

sometimes it's so hard for me to sleep and to wake up to a brand new day.
i dread something awful happening because something usually does.
i hate that no-one can and will ever understand me.
i hate how immature people are.

i love how i am completely me and completely original.
i'll wave goodbye tonight.

April 26th, 2005 at 11:17pm]

Their firstborn was my brother Arturo, usually known as Aqua Boy. His hands and feet were in the form of flippers that sprouted directly from his torso without intervening arms or legs. He was taught to swim in infancy and was displayed nude in a clear-sided tank like an aquarium. His favourite trick at the ages of three and four was to put his face close to the glass, bulging his eyes out at the audience, opening and closing his mother like a river bass, and then to turn his back and paddle off, revealing the turd trailing from his muscular little buttocks.

Geek Love - Katherine Dunn
read it
i'll wave goodbye tonight.

April 26th, 2005 at 7:11pm]

there is a purpose for everything and everyone; just don't ask what mine is
2 // i'll wave goodbye tonight.

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